dedicated to.. July 30, 2008

ALEX!!

 

(double post tnight xp)

 

A little while ago…

 

(10:11 PM) alex! (playtime;: actually i’m very glad we’re in so many of the same classes
(10:11 PM) dian: really?
(10:11 PM) dian: LOL
(10:11 PM) dian: I’M GLAD TOO =)
(10:11 PM) alex! (playtime;: haha as in i’m glad you’re in 5.8
(10:11 PM) alex! (playtime;: and all my other classes
(10:11 PM) dian: hahahha THIS IS A NICE CONVO =)
(10:11 PM) alex! (playtime;: if not i’d be VERY LONELY
(10:12 PM) alex! (playtime;: i’m not popular please
(10:13 PM) dian: hahhah frankly you are =D
(10:14 PM) alex! (playtime;: no i’m not! like i’m not being modest or anything but honestly. like i’m not friendly and stuff
(10:14 PM) dian: HAHAHA!
(10:24 PM) alex! (playtime;: ANYWAY DIAN I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GOODFRIEND(:
(10:24 PM) alex! (playtime;: YOU ARE SPECIAL(:
(10:26 PM) alex! (playtime;: I JUST KILLED A MOSQUITO

 

 

HAHAHA ALEX YOU ARE AWESOME! (everyone else who made my night TY! =))

 

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passion. fruit (I like xp) July 30, 2008

Just when I felt my posts were becoming rather vague and detached…

 

Hanging on the brink of sick

watching the days roll past <3

 

What makes each day so special? haha, was it EVEN special =).

 

Dance. 3 days more to FOA XD. I can’t feel the excitement though. It’s somewhat bland.

 

Also, it’s 3 days more to.. Should i quit dance? yeah, it is a waste of time no doubt. But what do I dance for? For the passion of course. For the sheer thrill of getting on stage and grooving out. The costumes, the makeup, the lights, the applause. Not forgetting, admiring the beauty of dance. The fluidity of the moves, a semblance of motion and emotion, accompanied by the heart-wrenching base and soulful melody. Dance, in it’s essence, is an ultimate beauty of life and the world. I daresay it may even be worth living for.

 

So although i loathe the idea of sacrificing more precious evenings/ afternoons to slog on aimlessly in the dance room. I think i might perservere, and see dance venia through to the end? (Although I really hope that the organization and system of this particular CCA will improve tremendously) Let’s go pro! And get thousand dollar fundings comparable to the likes of SAJC dance =D!

 

It’s a current feeling of inhibition. By both internal and external factors. I shall clear them soon (I hope).

 

It’s a slack week for me =)

START READING EE BOOKS DEAR!

 

Also, an interesting quote from Brian O’Connor (’stat how you spell it haha)

‘You are teenagers… no one will take interest in your great thoughts about world’ and something like ‘waffle on and philoso-phize on your blogs instead’ FUNNEH.

 

Then again, young and idealistic. Prove me wrong =p

papaya. July 27, 2008

It’s really a time to say FISHSTICKS!

 

COMPLETELY ROTTEN. Anger is the word. – directed at every single one of my family members.

(okay let’s start with the ‘mildest’)

___: For saying moronic and insulting things. And MEANING them.

___: For being paranoid and acting like a ‘PRC biology teacher’.

___: For falsifying my intentions. right.

I’m so sorry i even got annoyed with my cute younger cousin during dinner.

 

Play hangman by yourself. easypeasy.

 

Regret sets the mood too. I’m praying the the accumulated backlash will be but a gentle wave. (it’s already in motion) As a disbeliever of reality, this is one of the times I can’t seem to extricate myself as effortlessly as per usual. (I think that this may be a subconscious analogy)

 

I need to be forgiven

By myself.

 

I need to be a hermit again. Let’s digress and talk about this particular benefit of training 6 times a week as I used to. I believe you really meant what you said anyways.

 

I loved all ___s. Well, there’s nothing I can do now but anticipate tomorrow. Let this be an experience of a lifetime. ‘:D’

 

Good lord.

wrongly mistaken July 25, 2008

.. most accurately sums up everything that happened today.

 

I’m currently feeling afraid, VERY SLEEPY and a teeny bit regretful. BUT I’m also elated that there’s drama FOA tmr! : D

 

(haha here’s another short crappy post)

 

It’s 12:31 and I feel like char kway teow. I still have bloody CAS forms to do and dance costumes to mess with. Dear me.. Maggi mee sounds really tempting. I need an eye-opener heh.

 

Cheers.

on a rice rant July 24, 2008

Jumping on the bandwagon..

 

VISUAL KEI XD

(I forgot who this is creditted to >< )

OCS DAY! I FIRED A MACHINE GUN! : D And there were no lessons =)

 

But bio prac keeps scrooing aroound with me. And all the net churns out is how to cook rice/nasi lemak etc. T_T urh, ’sample A and sample B both produce fragrant rice‘ NICEE. Who cares whether it’s fat or skinny. Unless of course I can get skinny eating skinny rice Xp.

 

I’M HAPPY I SLEPT FOR 4 HOURS TODAY.

monday again. July 21, 2008

Racial Harmony Day!

 

Due to peer pressure and whining background noise, I had no choice but to wear my oversized yellow glitter-runny punjabi Z.Z. Some peers indeed. =p BUT IT WAS GREAT FUN ANYWAYS HAHA!  Apart from the fact that only the GIRLS in my class were enthu enough to dress upp =(

 

Lessons today were as good as a afternoon siesta. Pile of tosh. Poor BEF wasn’t around to share the boredom LOL.

 

Oh and it rained the whole day : ) NICE COLD RAIN.

_____________________

What I really need now is EFFECIENCY. and STAMINA to endure the mindless boredom of filling up CAS forms. And I’m seriously contemplating.. WTB a new BETTER and SMARTER brain. IMG FINISHING VECTORS IN 5 MINUTES FTW!

 

Also, my dear friends, please takkeaires! dian + God <3 you guys =)

 

Darn. I keep feeling that i’m missing out blogging smth… >< Anyone has sandpaper?

 

OH and hey rainbows!, I have no idea who you are o.O

tubing.. July 20, 2008

HISTORY IAAAAA  AIIYAHH!

 

ANYWAY.. AKFG:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ko0zp2aFew

NICE

AND NIGHTMARE!!->

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1paRQ5Jr1g

 

<33333 SAKITO! His ‘lectric guitar’s owning imo.

so stay with me forever July 18, 2008

Problems and Stress I <3 YOU =)

 

Cos if you didn’t exist, I wouldn’t know about Relax.. or Joy or Free ; )

What’s better, all you guys are such BFFs! Together every minute of the day. I miss you even at night.

I hate you. So stay with me forever. <3

 

Yin in the yang.

 

Goodbye apathy.

 

Another 4 hours of the *end of my life was wasted AGAIN =/ Blame dance. It makes me waste time and grow fat xp.

 

*live like there’s no tommorow. always.

 

When you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly.”
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there’s no place else I could be but here in your arms.

(24 times in the last half hour Xp!)

 

Row (x3) your boat

gently down the stream

merrily merrily

life is but a dream.

 

I must emphasize, having a chronic spasm problem doesn’t give you free membership in the getpissedandgrouchy club -_-

in the blank July 17, 2008

DOWN SYNDROME literally…

 

sunlight filters

jaded cage

and ebony dancing flames.

 

dusty humdrum

high wind

through the kaleidoscope.

 

Even in the blank, there’re nuances.

 

I like this phrase. How do you ‘backstab the world’ o.O!

 

Remind myself to bring table cloth and scissors to school=)